I have failed.
And it doesn't feel good. I have been disappointing.
Now, the time is up. And I have failed.
Like playing a game, it will end, and someone have to lose.
And this time I am the one that lose.
But it's okay. Time will not come back.
Life is never easy. Maybe death will be easier.
But we all only have one chance to live.
So even if life is never easy, it will be easier at the end.
Dream and hope are the only remaining asset I have.
Let's start it again.
Even in the darkest place, hope will guide us to the light.
Please forgive me, make me someone who is grateful to You. Always.